as i write this, i’m feeling very full, which makes it a bit hard to think.

food is kinda scary, because if you have too little of it you die. but if you have too much, it dulls.

and isn’t food so ugly? an human ends so many smaller beings just to sustain its grotesque structure every day. it’s the stuff of nightmares for someone like a bunny or a plant.

the only solutions are suicide or fruitarianism. only eating the parts of a plant that are voluntarily given, intended to be eaten. but freesia said that steve jobs did that and it gave him cancer, so i guess that won’t work.